I've been struggling with myself
And my fears
I've been drowning my sorrows in
Glass bowls and beers
You used to call me your hero
But you haven't in years
I've been thinking about cutting my throat
With shards of this broken mirror
Because I can't stand who I see looking back at me
Please don't stay
I can see your heart breaking
Because of the man I've been lately
Hear me out, because I'm trying to change
I'm in bed face down against my pillow
Trying to suffocate the things about me
You have come to hate
I know you want me to be the bed
Where all your problems lay, but
I've never been a good listener
And I'm sure as hell no saint
Why can't you see
There's nothing but silence in
The distance between you and me
Hear me out because I'm trying to change
I'm in bed face down against my pillow
Trying to suffocate the things about me
You have come to hate
Pull me out because I'm poison for you
I don't want you to hurt more than you
already do
There's nothing but silence
in the distance between you and me
I'm sitting alone on a ship that's drowning at sea
I don't want you to feel like you have to save me
credits
from Give It Everything,
released October 22, 2016
Guitars - Eder Meza
Bass- Lucas Bell
Drums - Nate Hernandez
Vocals - Caleb Gonzales
Lyrics - Caleb Gonzales
Produced, Mixed and Mastered at The Lumberyard Studios by Nik Bruzzese
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